Why Narcissists Won’t Say I Love You in Front of Their Friends (Viewer Question) – Today, I’m answering a question from Dryvur, a regular morning chat friend and valued subscriber.
Dryvur says: Why can’t they say “I love you” in front of their friends……even when asked to do so by their best friend. Is that because they don’t truly love you? When that happened I told her best friend she wouldn’t do it. She was definitely a cerebral narcissist.
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A toxic relationship is much more serious than it sounds. In fact, while it’s similar to a dysfunctional relationship, it is far less repairable. In general, a toxic relationship involves more negativity than positivity, and it doesn’t emotionally support one or both of the people involved. Victims of narcissistic abuse in toxic relationships are subjected to a number of different kinds of abuse and invalidation, including resentment, contempt, communication problems, and varying forms of physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. But this definition is far too clinical – there is so much more to being involved in a toxic relationship with a narcissist.
In this post, I will answer the 27 most commonly asked questions about narcissism, narcissistic abuse, and narcissistic abuse recovery with a detailed video that explains the answers you need to know right now.
27 Most Common FAQ on Narcissism and Narcissistic Abuse in Toxic Relationships
1. What is narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)?
2. What causes NPD?
3. What are the characteristics or signs of a narcissist?
4. Do narcissists sometimes have empathy?
5. Is it possible to change a narcissist?
6. Is narcissism a mental illness? (No, but there is narcissistic personality disorder – which, as the name implies is a “personality disorder,” not a mental illness – and the effects of being with a narcissist can cause mental health issues in their victims).
“There’s one simple rule when it comes to communicating effectively with a narcissist – and it’s so basic that you’ll be shocked when I tell you what it is.
The rule is: do not engage the narcissist. What do I mean by this? It’s simple: keep emotion out of it. When the narcissist tries to manipulate and provoke you, which he or she inevitably will, you have to maintain an air of professional-type detachment. Try to see the narcissist as almost a stranger and communicate with him /her on that level.”
Using gray rock can protect you from emotional turmoil and allow you space to see the toxic abusive exchanges for what they are. This can help reduce your own feelings of cognitive dissonance and abuse amnesia because it limits their own part in any abusive outburst the narcissist is using against them and gives perspective on what’s really going on.
If only limited information is given and done so in a flat, boring tone, you have the opportunity to observe the narcissist’s behaviors and even see the manipulation tactics as they are happening (instead of reacting to them) and losing yourself in the exchange.
But remember: gray rock is a technique, not a lifestyle. It can serve a purpose in many areas of life for sensitive people and empaths because the sensitivities can tend to be used by others to draw us in and then manipulate us.
If you are with a narcissist, this tool can help to both calm the situation, give you space to feel what you actually feel instead of what you are being manipulated to feel and create a low supply situation the narcissist may bore of. To live this way long term is not the ideal, its a tool, for now, as you cope.
For some survivors, gray rock can be a struggle because the urge to react is so strong. There are ways to lighten that feeling and I hope to share some with you in this article.
One area gray rock can seem, well, grey to some people is the feelings of no closure to an argument or the feelings of being misrepresented by a narcissist and wanting to defend one’s own position.
It can leave some feeling like it does not work well, or they are not doing it right because all of the inner feelings they have are not being expressed.
Validation is a basic human need.
We all want to be heard, validated and seen, that is basic human nature and health but with a narcissist, during a manipulative abusive situation where they are projecting, gaslighting, outright telling lies – well, this will not happen.
Generally, with a narcissist, unless the topic swings back to them, they are not hearing anyone else in a deep and meaningful way anyway and certainly not when they are in a rant needing to prove their own ego is what is superior or right.
So what can we do with these feelings of not being heard or validated?
How can we feel strong and maintain our voice by such a technique that at its core is truly empowering, but in practice can feel like giving in or even like you are biting your tongue?
What else can be added to this brilliant technique to help those of us that are feeling slighted and misrepresented or devalued by an abusive exchange with a narcissist?
Here are a few tips that can help you.
Hold your truth.
One idea to try that works well is holding your own truth within yourself. Keeping hold of yourself while the narcissist continues to gaslight or project. This can be done with silently repeating to yourself exactly what you are seeing, name SILENTLY the behavior you see, then add a phrase that grounds you to your truth.
For example, during a situation where a narcissist is projecting their own issues onto you then using gaslighting to convince you it is true, and you stop to gray rock that, before the feelings of wanting to react even start you can look at what is happening. In your silent mind, “ I am gray rocking this because he/she is gaslighting me. I see they are projecting because they are the one that does that thing.”
Then, and remember all of this is silent, to self, only your inner dialogue, never spoken directly to the narcissist, “I know my truth, I know the facts that I have lived and this is their fantasy.”
Another simple one could be “I validate my own truth in this, the manipulation is just noise.”
Keep a private journal.
Another tool to add to the gray rock toolkit is after the abusive happens and you have used gray rock technique, write down what happened. Keeping even a simple private log but even better a journal on the manipulations can really help reduce the abuse amnesia many of us have happened.
One thing that can happen with prolonged grey rocking is getting so good at it that it becomes part of the dynamic of the relationship with the narcissist, especially if it diffuses the abuse somewhat, THE ABUSE IS STiLL THERE and is happening even if it’s being diffused.
A journal can help map the abuses and allow us to see, in list form all that goes on when we are busy managing things to keep us safe from emotional abuse. It can keep it from seeming just part of how life is if the abuse is pulled out from the situation and shown on paper to oneself.
With the ultimate goal being a life free from abuse, seeing pages and pages of the same cycles of abuse over and over can help free oneself from the hold those manipulations have over you. If you do this, keep it private, locked away and safe from being found by others.
The last tip I have is to tell a narcissistic abuse trained therapist, life coach or support group what you experienced. Look for the patterns the narcissist has that you see in your journal and share those with a person or group that is either trained or has experienced similar. This will give you more of that validation we need so much after emotional abuse. It can help you to see it even deeper as well to write or speak with SELECT others who truly understand.
Questions for You: Have you felt the need for validation and support after an abusive situation where you used gray rock? Do you ever struggle with not reacting and following through with the gray rock technique? Are there things you can tell yourself that might help throughout using the technique which give you support and reclaim your own power?
Thanks for reading this post! My name is Lise Colucci and I am one of the certified life coaches at QueenBeeing. Learn more about me here or schedule a one-on-one coaching session with me here.