Gaslighting is such a devastating and overwhelming form of psychological abuse in part because it’s so pervasive and underhanded – and therefore, easy for even the most enlightened person to miss. That’s why I am sharing this example of gaslighting to help you get an idea of what it looks like.
An Example of Gaslighting in a Friendship
Imagine this: You’re having a discussion with a friend. Let’s call him Ben. You’re upset with Ben because he invited you to spend the weekend at his condo on the beach, but while you were en route from three states away, he met a new friend and invited him to stay at the condo too.
This bothers you because Ben gave the new friend your room. And now you’ve either got to bunk on the couch or pay for a hotel – and neither is a good option.
When you arrive and hear the news, Ben tells you that he did it because he did not want to make his new friend think he didn’t care about the friend’s comfort.
You feel upset by this because, as Ben’s oldest friend, you feel that his concern and loyalty should lie with you first – especially given that you had a pre-existing invitation to use the room.
When you express your feelings to Ben, he acts shocked and recoils, telling you to stop acting so crazy – and to settle down, quit overreacting. Before you know it, you’re apologizing and begging to sleep on Ben’s lumpy couch – and he’s too angry to even look at you because you “just totally went off on him” for “no reason” and he was “just trying to help you out, man.”
Later, you find out that he’s been telling everyone how “crazy” and “out of control” you got. You’re dumbfounded, crushed. Hurt. Confused.
The next day, you question yourself. Maybe you DID overreact. Maybe Ben had a point…maybe you were a little out of control. Does this situation sound familiar?
How Gaslighting Works, Explained by Example
This story is a concrete example of how gaslighting works. Let’s break down this conversation a little bit and make some points.
- Ben makes a promise to you – that you can stay in his guest room on the beach for a weekend.
- After you commit and are on your way to visit, Ben invites a perfect stranger to take the room and puts you in an uncomfortable position by not even asking if it would bother you.
- When you “confront” him with your feelings, no matter how carefully, he twists your words and gets upset.
- You, naturally, find yourself getting emotional – first because you’re shocked that he’s being so rude and disrespectful, and second, because you’re hurt and angry that he can’t see why he’s wrong.
- Ben turns it around on you and brushes aside his disrespect and blatant disregard for you, and he focuses on the fact that “you yelled at him” when you responded to his abusive treatment. In reality, you started feeling (righteously) offended and you started talking faster than usual.
- You end up apologizing and feeling guilty somehow, even though you know that he is the one who caused the problem.
- Ben spreads lies about you in order to reinforce his attempt to control and manipulate you. Other people start giving you funny looks and whispering.
- You begin to doubt yourself, and start to think maybe you’re the crazy one.
You have just been successfully gaslighted by a very toxic narcissist.
Sharing her own example of being gaslighted through the silent treatment, Caroline Abbott writes, “…when I told my husband that when I was in junior high, my friends decided one day to stop speaking to me.”
She added, “This went on for an entire month. At the time, he pretended to be so sympathetic towards me. Yet, later when his abuse escalated, he would stop speaking to me, sometimes for up to a month at a time! He used the knowledge of one of the most painful times of my life to abuse me.”
Have you had conversations like this with someone in your life? If so, you might be involved with a malignant narcissist.
What does it feel like to deal with a narcissist’s gaslighting?
Living, working, or otherwise engaging with a narcissist can leave you feeling drained, overwhelmed, and a little bit crazy. If you have already figured out that he’s a narcissist, you’re shocked that you fell for his crap – you’re a smart cookie, and you feel like you should’ve known better. Over time, you might find yourself isolating yourself in order to avoid dealing with anyone you don’t have to – and the symptoms will get worse from there.
Do you recognize anyone in the conversation above? Have you been the victim of gaslighting? Share your thoughts and experiences in the comments, below this video.Still not sure? Take our gaslighting self-assessment to find out if you’ve been the victim of a narcissist’s gaslighting and manipulation.
Resources for Healing Yourself After Narcissistic Abuse
If you’re in one of these situations, there are things you can do RIGHT NOW to make your life better.
- Start Your Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Here
- This page contains more than 35 various resources.
- Pick up one of my books at BooksAngieWrote.com.
- Shocking Truth: This is Why Even Very Smart People Can Be Gaslighted
- Toxic Narcissism in Your Relationship? Top 10 Warning Signs You’re Being Gaslighted
- Toxic Relationships and Narcissism: Stages of Gaslighting
- Online Support Group for Narcissism Survivors
- Here’s a real-life example of how I personally was gaslighted recently by a self-proclaimed narcissist.
- (Psychology Today) Now You See It, Now You Don’t: The Many Faces of Narcissism
Angela Atkinson is a certified trauma counselor and the author of more than 20 books on narcissism, narcissistic abuse recovery, and related topics. A recognized expert on narcissism and narcissistic personality disorder who has studied and written extensively on narcissistic personality disorder and narcissistic abuse in toxic relationships since 2006, she has a popular narcissistic abuse recovery YouTube channel. Atkinson was inspired to begin her work as a result of having survived toxic relationships of her own.
Atkinson offers trauma-informed narcissistic abuse recovery coaching and has certifications in trauma counseling, life coaching, level 2 therapeutic model, CBT coaching, integrative wellness coaching, and NLP. She is a certified trauma support coach and certified family trauma professional. She also has a professional PTSD counseling certification. Her mission is to help those who have experienced the emotional and mental devastation that comes with narcissistic abuse in these incredibly toxic relationships to (re)discover their true selves, stop the gaslighting and manipulation, and move forward into their genuine desires – into a life that is exactly what they choose for themselves.
Along with her solution-focused life coaching experience, Atkinson’s previous career in journalism and research helps her to offer both accurate and understandable information for survivors of abuse in a simple-to-understand way that helps to increase awareness in the narcissistic abuse recovery community. Atkinson founded QueenBeeing.com Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support, the SPANily Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support Groups and the Life Makeover Academy.
She offers individual and group coaching for victims and survivors of narcissistic abuse here at QueenBeeing.com and at NarcissisticAbuseRecovery.Online.