Where there is anger, there is always pain underneath. ~Eckhart Tolle
I was sitting here this morning feeling angry about something over which I had no control, and I hated the way it felt.
I don’t know about you, but for me, the effects of anger become very physical and if I allow myself to stay angry for long, it’s not good for me or anyone else.
If I stay upset for long, I find that I get sick to my stomach, I clench my jaw and give myself headaches and I tense up every muscle in my body. It’s a miserable way to live.
Have you experienced physical effects of really strong emotions before?
Is anger a waste of emotion, or can it serve a purpose in your recovery from narcissistic abuse in toxic relationships?
I asked myself whether anger can ever serve you – whether it could possibly ever be good for you.
I worked on letting go of the anger I was feeling as I thought about this, because I don’t like the way it makes me feel and because, up til now, I figured it has no benefit to me
But today it occurred to me. Anger is sort of like fear with a little courage thrown in, sometimes.
And if I’m being honest, ending my relationship with my narcissist was sparked by anger – I had to get angry before I could get away.
Then, I remembered that before I lost all that weight a few years ago, I had to get really mad at both myself and the world to get going.
So this is what I think anger does, on a positive note.
There is such a thing as constructive anger, and it is this kind of anger that causes you to stand up and to create positive change in both yourself and your life circumstances.
Sometimes, anger can help neutralize your fear and power up your gumption to get you through the hard transitions – the things you might just be afraid to conquer without that little push of emotion.
So, from now on, I’m going to ask myself:
What is this anger about? Can I use it to constructively correct a bad situation in my life?
If the answer is no, I’m going to let go of the anger – but if it’s yes? I’ll get started on getting those changes made.
So I think my new rule is that anger is only allowed about things I can control – not things I can’t.
I think anger that is justified and repairable might just be your soul’s way of communicating with you when you just won’t tune into your true desires otherwise.
What do you think? Can anger ever be a justified and useful emotion? Share your thoughts in the comments. Let’s talk about it.