“A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.” ~Mignon McLaughlin
Alright, maybe I’m gushing here, but one of the best parts of marriage for me is falling in love with the same man over and over again.
Today happens to be my birthday, and it’s the 12th one I’ve celebrated with my husband, Bill. Our relationship has been an ever-evolving one, and lucky for us, it has actually improved over time.
Well, lucky may be the wrong word–because I’m here to tell you that marriage is hard work. There are easy days, sure, but it’s not the easy days that I’m talking about. It’s the hard times–they can literally make or break a marriage.
Don’t get me wrong, Bill and I have struggled. It’s not all hearts and flowers; being married means seeing a person warts and all and still loving him. It means being able to be naked in every sense of the word together and to still be comfortable.
It’s something that you don’t run into every day, and I’m very grateful to have this kind of love in my life.
Today, Bill posted The Best Birthday Message Ever on my Facebook wall, and I just have to share it with you.
My Dearest Angie,
Today is your birthday. And while I know we are in the middle of making plans for a new life somewhere else and we stand at a certain crossroad in our life together, I want you to know how I feel today and always and why I celebrate you. Today I’m reminded that our relationship is special, because we chose each other over all others. You have helped me create the best family any man could hope for.
I know we’ve shared a lot of ups and downs and laughs and cries and kisses and shouts and there may be times where things become commonplace, tense, hard-as-hell, or even downright frightening. I thank you for being strong when I couldn’t be and letting me be strong when you need me to be. I know at times, I can be frustrating, annoying, and something-less-than-lovable but I thank you as you continue to stand by me.
I know we may butt heads on occasion but I hope you always know how much I respect, admire, and adore you.
I intend to continue to be the husband you desire, the father our children need and the man my family can lean on.
If I had the choice to do it all over again. I would. Every high, every low, every minute again.
I love you that much.
Happy Birthday Angie.
That’s what I’m talking about. 🙂 Happy birthday to me!
Angela Atkinson is a certified trauma counselor and the author of more than 20 books on narcissism, narcissistic abuse recovery, and related topics. A recognized expert on narcissism and narcissistic personality disorder who has studied and written extensively on narcissistic personality disorder and narcissistic abuse in toxic relationships since 2006, she has a popular narcissistic abuse recovery YouTube channel. Atkinson was inspired to begin her work as a result of having survived toxic relationships of her own.
Atkinson offers trauma-informed narcissistic abuse recovery coaching and has certifications in trauma counseling, life coaching, level 2 therapeutic model, CBT coaching, integrative wellness coaching, and NLP. She is a certified trauma support coach and certified family trauma professional. She also has a professional PTSD counseling certification. Her mission is to help those who have experienced the emotional and mental devastation that comes with narcissistic abuse in these incredibly toxic relationships to (re)discover their true selves, stop the gaslighting and manipulation, and move forward into their genuine desires – into a life that is exactly what they choose for themselves.
Along with her solution-focused life coaching experience, Atkinson’s previous career in journalism and research helps her to offer both accurate and understandable information for survivors of abuse in a simple-to-understand way that helps to increase awareness in the narcissistic abuse recovery community. Atkinson founded QueenBeeing.com Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support, the SPANily Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support Groups and the Life Makeover Academy.
She offers individual and group coaching for victims and survivors of narcissistic abuse here at QueenBeeing.com and at NarcissisticAbuseRecovery.Online.