If you’ve ever lived with, worked with or loved a narcissist, you’ve probably experienced a form of manipulation that I like to call narcissistic distortion. As it turns out, my term isn’t so far off. In fact, recent research proves it.
Narcissists have the utmost faith in their personal convictions, and they’re no less convinced of their own lies than “normal” people are of basic facts (the sky is blue, the grass is green).
For some especially charismatic narcs, that blind self-faith becomes pretty contagious. That’s because we’re programmed to only detect lies that are blatant – and since most narcissists actually BELIEVE their own bullshit, they can be very convincing. To them, their twisted perceptions have become real – so real, that they seem to be actual truth.
Very telling, no?
Narcissistic Personality Disorder and Cognitive Distortions
According to my research, there’s such a thing as “cognitive distortions” which are often associated with narcopaths, people with NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) and those in psychopathological states.
These cognitive distortions are defined as “exaggerated or irrational thought patterns that are believed to perpetuate the effects of psychopathological states, especially depression and anxiety.”
The first person to study these kinds of distortions was psychiatrist Aaron T. Beck. Along with his student David D. Burns, Beck built up significant research on the topic. Burns’ 1989 book, The Feeling Good Handbook presented an overview of these twisted thought patterns along with his suggestions on how to eliminate them.
In general, cognitive distortions cause people to perceive reality differently than literally everyone around them. He’s less likely to perceive events and situations the way that most people do.
These twisted kinds of thinking patterns then reinforce your narcissist’s negative thoughts or emotions.
Simply put, cognitive distortion leads to an especially twisted perception of any situation for a narcissist. And that, my friend, is bad news for you.
Since a narcissist can’t stand losing, he’s got to twist the facts in order to suit him during an argument. This way he can maintain his “always right” status – that is, to avoid taking responsibility for his behavior.
Simple Examples of Narcissistic Cognitive Distortion
Like I said, narcissistic distortion is just one more way you can be manipulated by a narcissist. So, here’s kind of a funny example of how this works. I saw a meme the other day that had me rolling. It featured a truck that had been smashed into the tree. The caption read something about a narcissist blaming the tree for the accident.
So, if you’re in need of a bit of a twisted laugh, imagine if you saw your narc run his car into a tree and imagine whether he might try to twist it and say it was the tree’s fault.
Or, more literally, if he said something very hurtful during an argument, he might deny that it ever happened when you ask him about it. Sometimes even if you repeat it back to him immediately.
People with Narcissistic Personality Disorder exhibit distorted thinking when they go back and forth between over-idealizing themselves, and then completely devaluing themselves. In addition, they have a tendency to over-estimate the importance or significance of their abilities and talents. Persons with a Narcissistic Personality Disorder frequently have fantasies of having unlimited power, success, or special talents. These over-idealized beliefs about themselves can cause them to behave in ways that are arrogant, ruthless, and entitled. Such behavior frequently causes a lot of conflict with others. For example, a person with a Narcissistic Personality Disorder may ignore the social custom of waiting in a queue to purchase a ticket. Instead, they will march to the front of the queue, believing they are more important than the other people in line and are therefore entitled to special treatment. Of course, the people waiting politely in the queue do not respond well and conflict erupts. Eventually, the person with Narcissistic Personality Disorder is likely to run into a situation in which they realize they have some normal, human limitations. When this occurs, they are likely to find it extraordinarily difficult to cope with this realization. Any inkling of failure is hard for them to tolerate. The sudden realization of ordinary human limitations typically leads them to completely debase themselves, shifting from the over-idealized fantasy of unlimited success and special powers, to a devastating and paralyzing sense of complete worthlessness, shame, and defeat.
Narcissistic Distortion: Another Way to Manipulate Their Victims
Clearly, this is just one more way that a narc will manipulate their victims to get what they want. It is often used as part of the whole gaslighting process.
“How often the angry man rages denial of what his inner self is telling him,” according to Frank Hubert, author of Dune. “The defenses of denial and getting angry when challenged about harmful behavior function to maintain a self-image of feeling good about themselves even though others can see through the facade.”
When challenged about harmful behavior, a narcissist struggles to maintain a very inflated self-image. Even though you can see right through them, they need to appear to feel good about themselves. It’s part of their game.
Most narcs aren’t even aware of their textbook behavior and if you have the nerve to point it out to them, they will launch into their next narcissistic rage (which inevitably leads to narcissistic injury, another lovely manipulation tactic).
Gaslighting, Distortion and Other Ugly Ways Narcissists Take Control
All of these tactics are generally used together in order to further assert the narcissist’s control over you and your life.
As you grow further isolated from the people in your life outside of the narcissist, his spider web of control gets stickier and you become increasingly less functional.
And then there is the whole boundaries issue – most narcissists have none when it comes to other people. And if you have the nerve to set any, they’ll relish the opportunity to stop all over you.
“Most narcissists fail to understand their boundaries and recognize that other people are individuals rather than extensions of themselves,” says News Medical’s Dr Ananya Mandal, MD. “Those who support the self-esteem of the narcissist are expected to always do so, with the narcissist failing to recognize the independence of the other person.”
How It Feels to the Narcissistic Supply (Victim)
Being in relationship with a narcissist puts you on a sort of scary rollercoaster ride of emotions. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows might alternate so quickly that you start losing your grip on what you used to call reality. Your ability to reason is called into question so often that instinct kicks in and you go into survival mode.
Isolation and Control
You slowly stop reaching out to your support system because you’re tired of the whole “why don’t you just leave if it’s so bad?” thing.
You stop being able to do the things you used to do and you don’t care. Nothing feels important except how you’re going to deal with the next incident.
It’s mentally and emotionally exhausting and it causes you to develop symptoms like those of PTSD. Many health professionals say that long-term relationships with narcissists can actually cause a form of PTSD called C-PTSD (complex post traumatic stress disorder).
Eggshells, Numbness and Narcissistic Supply
If you’re in an active relationship with a narcissist, chances are you’re at least part of his “narcissistic supply,” which means he almost literally requires your energy, attention and subservience.
You spend your life walking on eggshells in order to avoid the wrath of your narcissist. It becomes your primary function – exactly his plan – now your life is all about him.
You become unable to deal with anyone’s emotions or issues because you grow so numb when you deal with a narcissist.
Their harshness becomes commonplace and often, their victims teach themselves to sort of “numb out” in order to protect themselves from further psychological damage.
The Discarded Narcissistic Supply
Ah, the discard phase. We all know it – and whether your narcissist actually leaves you or just pulls the old silent treatment, you know how very painful it can be.
As you probably already know, if you dare to stand up to the narcissist on any subject, you might as well prepare for war. His rage and narcissistic injury will rain down on you like a proverbial shower of fire and pain.
Read more: Learn about the “narcissistic flip” – why and how it’s always your fault.
Make any valid point about him that’s anything less than “OMG, you are amazing,” and understand that he will find a reason to not only to negate it but also to twist it around and make it all about you and how you’re wrong somehow. (We call that the narcissistic flip around here.)
This, in many cases, leads to the discard phase. Whether he physically leaves you or he just gives you the horribly uncomfortable silent treatment, he’s at least mentally discarding you and potentially already looking for your replacement.
And to you, it might just feel a little bit like the world is ending. But don’t worry – that’s exactly what he’s going for here.
The Predator Becomes the Victim
This can lead to you appearing to be the problem (the predatory bitch who he just wishes would love him the way he deserves to be loved, according to him). For you, it’s just another tiny betrayal in a long line of them.
And poor little him, the poor unwitting victim. It’s exhaustive and stressful for you, but he will thrive through it and may even use his sob story to snare his next victim in his web.
“The type and amount of defenses that a person develops can add up, creating more problems for themselves and those around them,” says psychologist and narcissism expert Dr. Lynne Namka. “Denial is avoiding responsibility for one’s harmful actions to others and saying ‘Nuh-uh. Not me! I didn’t do it.'”
Namka continues: “The person learns to lie even to one’s self. They need to keep up the pretense of being a good guy and across time they come to believe their own lie. Denial is being irresponsible at an unconscious level because the person is embarrassed to know the truth about his misbehavior.”
Put it all together: Getting out of the F.O.G.
This pattern of constant mind games and manipulation leaves you feeling used up, empty and lost. And often, you fall into the narcissistic FOG (fear, obligation and guilt) pattern that many of us have been guilty of – and this leads to you eventually retreating and apologizing and begging for forgiveness yet again.
You’ve got to love emotional blackmail.
According to Susan Forward, Ph.D. in a Psychology Today article, this kind of emotional blackmail is a “powerful form of manipulation in which people close to us threaten, directly or indirectly, to punish us if we don’t do what they want.” The main tool of the trade, Forward says, is FOG: fear, obligation, and guilt.
The cycle of narcissistic abuse has been completed yet again.
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Angela Atkinson is a Certified Life Coach and the author of more than 20 books on narcissism, narcissistic abuse recovery and related topics. A recognized expert on narcissism and narcissistic personality disorder who has studied and written extensively on narcissistic relationships since 2006, Atkinson was inspired to begin her work as a result of having survived toxic relationships of her own.
Atkinson offers trauma-informed coaching and has certifications in life coaching, level 2 therapeutic model, CBT coaching, integrative wellness coaching, and NLP. She is a certified trauma support coach and certified family trauma professional. She also has a professional PTSD counseling certification. Her mission is to help those who have experienced the emotional and mental devastation that comes with narcissistic abuse in these incredibly toxic relationships to (re)discover their true selves, stop the gaslighting and manipulation and move forward into their genuine desires – into a life that is exactly what they choose for themselves.
Along with her solution-focused life coaching experience, Atkinson’s previous career in journalism and research helps her to offer both accurate and understandable information for survivors of abuse in a simple-to-understand way that helps to increase awareness in the narcissistic abuse recovery community. Atkinson founded QueenBeeing.com Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support, the SPANily Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support Groups and the Life Makeover Academy. In her life coaching practice, Atkinson’s clients enjoy her personalized approach that allows and encourages them to become the best possible versions of themselves and to succeed in doing what they love most. She offers individual and group coaching for victims and survivors of narcissistic abuse at NarcissisticAbuseRecovery.Online and NarcissismSupportCoach.com.